u/Classic-Ice-8955

https://www.reddit.com/r/gayconfessions/s/2OtwgEb8eN

I live in an apartment complex in Denmark. I have been some kind of friends with my downstairs neighbor since he, his GF and toddler moved in about 3 years ago. I sometimes watched tv with them, had a beer or two with him and was even once invited to their kid’s birthday.

A little over a year ago, she suddenly started cheating on him with a childhood friend she ran into. He found out and they split. They were never married.

Spring last year he invited me down to drink. He discovered he was out of beer, and was about to head to the grocery store for some new. I said I had some little stronger (vodka) we could share if he wanted. We decided to go with that.

We sat down on his couch and started drinking, talking and half hearted watching a football game. The real kind, not the kind of football you play with your hands.

I don’t remember how we ended up talking about sex, but we did. We were pretty drunk by then. I noticed his bulge had grown, and I put my hand on it feeling him on the outside of his shorts. He looked me in my eyes, then pulled it out. I took him in n my hand and started rubbing him slowly. I asked if I could taste him. He said yes. I went down and took him in my mouth and started blowing him while he was letting out silent moans. He stopped me for a second and pulled off his clothes and lay down on the couch naked, me on my knees beside taking him into my mouth again. In between his moans he asked me if he could fuck my ass. Unfortunately I hadn’t cleaned out and prepared for this, so I said it was not a good idea today but promised I would let him do so another time. He then told me he a couple of times had said to his friend/another neighbor a couple of years before, that he wanted to fuck my ass some day. I was quite surprised, as he always seemed very homophobic. I continued to blow him until he shot his load in my mouth. I swallowed of course. We talked a couple of minutes and I went back upstairs to my own apartment.

After that he went distant, until about a month later. He started texting me late evening. I had just went to bed. At first it was all innocent, but within minutes it turned sexual. He was giving hints if I would come downstairs to his place. I made a quick clean out, put on a t-shirt and shorts and went down. He was already naked and spread out on the couch. I locked the door behind me and walked over to him. Kneeled down and started licking his hard cock and stroking him gently at first. I moved down and started rimming his hole , him laying with his legs up in the air and jerking himself.

After a while rimming him, I slowly put a finger up his ass massaging his prostate and taking his cock back into my mouth. He was moaning, but tryed to muffle himself, not to let his other neighbors hear. I asked if he would like to fuck me in my ass, but he declined. I once again swallowed his load, said thank and left.

A couple of months later he texted me again. He wanted a bj again, but was freaked out by getting caught. He asked if we could go somewhere else. He didn’t have a car, so I offered we could use mine. He was just too nervous to follow me to my car, and asked me to pick him up somewhere else. I did, and we drove to a cruising spot about 2 km from where we live. I gave him a bj again, swallowed his load and we headed back home. He asked to get off a few hundred meters from the apartment building and walked the rest.

We went silent on me for a long time after this, but a few months later he texted me again. Asked me to pick him up again, so I did. We drove to a secluded spot and I once again and swallowed his load. On the way back home, he told me he couldn’t do this anymore and wanted to walk back home. I said I respected his choice and I wouldn’t press him to anything again, but if he changed his mind, just let me know.

A couple of days before New Years Eve he texted me again late at night. I reminded him of my promise, and he was thankful but he could really need a bj again. He apparently overcome his panic and invited me to his apartment downstairs. Again he was naked when I walked in. He had been edging all night and was pretty spent up. I took him in my mouth and sucked him for a few minutes before he shot his hot load in my mouth. He wasn’t in the mood for talking and I said thank you for the load and went back up to my own apartment.

Since then he hasn’t requested anything, but occasionally we say hi and talk about what’s going on.

I do hope it’s not the last time I get to taste him, but I have promised it will always be on his terms and invite.