Should i tell her?
Five months ago, I broke up with my girlfriend reasons I won't mention because they're irrelevant. It was tough, but I managed to move on.
During these months without her, I stumbled across BNWO and became obsessed. I only watched porn if it was about BBC, cuckolding, or black dominance, until I reached a point where I started fantasizing about my ex having sex with black men and sending me videos.
I was truly obsessed with BNWO.
It so happens that a few weeks ago, I started talking to this ex again, and we began seeing each other. We've reached a point where we're basically together again, although we're not officially a couple, but we're having sex. But being with her again, instead of making my fetish go away, only intensified it, and now I want a Black man to have sex with her more than ever.
So I have an internal conflict: should I hide my fantasy? Or should I tell her and risk her finding it strange and rejecting me?