My first time
So i had my first time with a guy this weekend and honestly... I felt kinda underwhelmed. The guy was nice and he was clean so I'm not complaining about that but i thought i would have 1 of 2 reactions, 1:absolutely hate it and never want to do anything sissy related again or 2: really enjoy it as I've been building to this for years. But my immediate thoughts afterwards were just underwhelming. He was a bit smaller than me (I'm 7 inches so he was probably 5-6 inches) and I use a dildo thats 8 inches so maybe I'm just used to a bigger size but I'm not sure. It was also very quick, like when girls say that guys only last 2 minutes I didn't realize that some guys really can't last longer than 5 minutes. I was in and out within 15 minutes including cleanup. All in all i still wouldn't call it a bad time but just not what i was expecting. I'm considering trying again but I dont know if should. Does anyone have any advice to make the next experience better or should I just stop being a sissy?